I am down with Viral, and the solitude has given me so much time to think about the past few events of life, and how they have changed my outlook towards life and people. Since last year, there has been so much drama, and so many changes of note. But what is most important is that I have managed to live up to the promise I made to myself, to be happy no matter what. To not let, small portions of my life affect the more important and bigger ones!
Happy and Positive outlook towards life harbors so much positive energy and I have started to notice the difference. The old sunshine, the old spark is finally beginning to return at its original form.
The past has seen a lot, but there is a positive note in that. The realization of true friendship has given me the clarity of who would stand close to me, holding me up strongly, and who would turn their back and pass judgement.
The encounter with murky secrets and the true face of someone so very close sometimes ends up scaring you and making you feel very insecure about your decision taking ability. But then all I can say was that I was a fool to ignore the signs. I guess being the out-and out optimist I had hoped that the signs were wrong and my heart was right. Alas!
The fickleness of relationships sometimes makes me wonder, if I put my trust in people too fast, or too much. But the thought of becoming someone else also scares me. Well, I guess its a leap of faith, every time you meet someone new and make them a part of your life. But will I be able to do it all over again?
Happy and Positive outlook towards life harbors so much positive energy and I have started to notice the difference. The old sunshine, the old spark is finally beginning to return at its original form.
The past has seen a lot, but there is a positive note in that. The realization of true friendship has given me the clarity of who would stand close to me, holding me up strongly, and who would turn their back and pass judgement.
The encounter with murky secrets and the true face of someone so very close sometimes ends up scaring you and making you feel very insecure about your decision taking ability. But then all I can say was that I was a fool to ignore the signs. I guess being the out-and out optimist I had hoped that the signs were wrong and my heart was right. Alas!
The fickleness of relationships sometimes makes me wonder, if I put my trust in people too fast, or too much. But the thought of becoming someone else also scares me. Well, I guess its a leap of faith, every time you meet someone new and make them a part of your life. But will I be able to do it all over again?
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